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Confused
Monday, January 7, 2008

Suddenly feel super odd, this days thing just dont go my way. i cant get anything i want. If i have a choice, i hope i know you much earlier or i completely dont know you. i am really feeling quite down recently. I guess what i got to do is really stop contacting you, see what will happen. maybe i dont have the feeling for you by then, maybe you do not need to be confuse at all. maybe just maybe, i can live the life i want for once. I am giving myself one year. Within this year, if the wish i had didn't fufil, i guess this will change my life forever. I may still be young and immature, but i clearly know what kind of life i want. All this is junk seriously, bullshit. How can i live in such a f*** up life. Seriously, i don't feel bad or sad, simply frustration.



F*** UP LIFE!!!

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Monday, January 07, 2008