Now i am trying my very best to get use to date my gf. kind of odd saying something like that but i am super not use to it. I don't even know what should i do now. She always think that she also got date mi, but she just donno that i date her much more, n i really cant do tt anymore, getting very unbalance. And i keep telling myself if one day i don date her, will she ever meet mi when i nev push her to date mi?? Maybe we may not see each other for 2 weeks just for this stupid reason. This is getting out of hand, i muz put this to a stop. But i seriously donno wat to do even we have talk this out. I know this is a stupid post but seriously if anyone is in my shoes, they will noe why. Maybe, just maybe, The temptation of meeting mi is not there yet, I mean, maybe without mi meeting her, day just passes by as usual. I am just a bonus if she meet me. I am not saying there she is feelin this way but this is how i feel now, cause the temptation to just have a glance at her for a moment satisfact mi. I am just purely silly saying all this now, cos i noe i cant gt her off my mind for a single min.
She, in less then 2 month, make me fall in love so much.
And she is Roxanne.
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